i hate it here. i don't think i'll ever be happy.

so fucking confused.
i feel like i'm holding out for something that's not necessarily NOT going to happen, but will for the wrong reasons.

check em out bitchezzz

i'm soooooo bored! so i took some pics of my nailzzz

my fingers are like the inside of a seashell!


i FINALLY bought some nail polishes for doing nail artttt.... they were easier to use than i thought!



tomorrow i have no work! maybe i'll go for a swim if i can wake up early enough. i'm going to myleigh's wedding tomorrow too... it's so strange that we grew up together in gymnastics and all and she's younger than me... i also feel sort of guilty because me and erica probably wouldn't have gotten invited had we not found out about her engagement and called her out of the blue to get coffee... for the sole purpose of getting invited. oh well!

OPENING CREDITS: "Tereza and Tomas" - Bright Eyes
WAKING UP: "Ready or Not" - The Submarines
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL: "Lua" - Bright Eyes
FALLING IN LOVE: "You and I Misbehaving" - Tilly & the Wall
FIGHT SONG: "I Love You" - Sarah McLachlan
BREAKING UP: "Dance on the Robe" - Cast of Aida LOLZ
PROM: "Bring on the Ending" - Matt Pond PA
LIFE: "London Halflife" - Metric
MENTAL BREAKDOWN: "Any Way You Want It" - Journey
DRIVING: "Love Song" - Cary Brothers
FLASHBACK: "Neopolitan Dreams" - Lisa Mitchell
WEDDING: "Winter" - eastmountainsouth
BIRTH OF CHILD: "The Devil Never Sleeps" - Iron & Wine ahahahha
FINAL BATTLE: "Prairie Fire That Wanders About" - Sufjan Stevens
DEATH SCENE: "Another Door Closes" - Jont
FUNERAL SONG: "Fumbling Towards Ecstacy" - Sarah McLachlan
END CREDITS: "How Shall I See You Through My Tears" - Cast of Camp





I THINK WE ALL KNOW WHO I STOLE THIS FROM

hello! i never update this thing!

im leaving for vegas in the morning! yay! i didn't really get super excited until i started dancing around my room to WAKING UP IN VEGAS by katy perry...... i hope i become RICH! ill buy yall something if that happens!

im watching sister, sister right now, hayyyy

i have to work tonight then drive to jills after so ill be missing greys :'( but if someone could find me a link later by like 2 i would love them forever! i think ill bring my laptop to jills so i can download it for the plane ride if i stay awake.... i cant even stay awake on planes... or cars... or anything moving really

i really hope i don't DIE on greys ill be so sad... it'll be like laur last night... or when jhud got kicked off of idol

i have a venti iced coffee and i didnt eat lunch yet... im bouncing all over the place

i just got the best present in the world from furrydepends

ITS RETURN TO OZ ON DVD!!! omg i can't believe it.... i'm watching it now!



ps thank u laurs for my stunning icon

HOW DID U CAST MY MOTHER SO WRONG, SHONDA?!?

i hate when my pants are falling down. can someone buy me a belt please and deliver it to me at work? thx.

my mom just called and told me that someone came up to her and my dad at a benefit/dinner tonight and said they noticed someone new posting in the "peru blog" that was making everyone else look like idiots. she then told me to cool it for a few days. :'( it's not my fault if years of making children in aj gen at idolforums feel like idiots has made me really good at online debate!

p.s. i think i like table for 12

omg i just came back from seeing maureen mccormick aka marcia brady! she was so great! she was here to mostly speak about the big buddies organization that pairs mentally challenged persons with "buddies" because her and her brother have been members since the 80's.... but of course she talked about the brady bunch and told juicy stories as well. she said cindy and bobby used to make out inside tiger's doghouse haha.. she said we could stay after and take a picture with her but my friends wanted to leave :'( she's my new idol <3

best of all though she sang it's time to change, the brady bunch, and sunshine day.. it was amazing.


what a hbic.

http://news.aol.com/article/austria-incest-case/382578

BOY do i love a good incest story!

omg i've been thinking. i don't think it's mer/der getting married this season! what if it's izzie and alex and they get married right before she bites the dust... that would be so magical and heartbreaking!

i'm at work doing nothing except browsing online and listening to william fitzsimmons... i really have no motivation to do anything else.

lately all i want to do is go home. i'm tired of school, tired of the people there, classes, etc. i never thought i'd say it, but thank god i only have less than 2 months left. i'm going home tomorrow so i hope it makes me feel better... it will probably just make me want to not go back to school though. erica and olivia are both gonna be home so at least i can hang out with people who actually care about me. i'm beginning to think that none of my so-called friends here do, and that i probably won't ever see them after graduation. whatever.

i signed up for housing at drake yesterday! i signed up for a 2 bedroom so that i get assigned a roommate because i won't know anyone. at least i won't have to share a bedroom! i hate that so fucking much. i hope i'll still have time to be online alot when i'm in law school :/

i really really need some new icons... all of mine are from like season 3 of greys. maybe i'll make some new skins ones tonight. i quite like the new series!

i can't wait to see my dog!

my eye itchez

i feel so out of control.
i have no direction, and no desire to even go anywhere.
i did over an hour and a half of cardio today, including running.
i hope this isn't starting something again.

i'm at work.
and i got a twitter!
http://twitter.com/kellylynnp